Expressing Myself - Poem by Habzy Bèzay

I'm caught in this moment to express how I feel
I want to tell you now, just want to keep it real.
All the troublesome, lies, anger, and hate; we've been through it all caused by a fake. Can you honestly say you made a change in your life?
negative or positive, call it what you want it to be because I'ma say negative, Ima push you to the side and stay the hell out of it.
Because I don't want to be wasting time when I got one thing on my mind that I need to focus on, education thats the one. I don't want to be annoyed when your always in my way just every single day is the same with you and I don't complain. Even when your no where around I suddenly feel this pain.

Your putting so much pressure on me how you not gon' see it?
you seem to be oblivious but that won't make you win it. You played me like a fool and I wouldn't describe you as a witch because I could say so much more, I would sit down reiterate till your heart breaks down then once you renovated ima retaliate till the day you go down. But I don't want to hurt you but your making me want to because you've made this situation relapse nearly every day. Was there a time when you felt remorseful? wishing you can take everything back like it was normal? I see you but I don't know who you are, you seem so innocent but your pain is permeant just like a scar.

There was a time where I felt like I was on the dark side this is the effect you've given me from all the pain you caused inside. The evil, wanting to erase you from my life. Oh, I'm not talking evil as in the illuminati, I'm talking evil as in working with your enemies. Then there will be a part of me that you'll finally understand but if you even did I don't think you'd give a damn. So tell me where do we all go from here? you think this can be forgotten? This won't go away like a blown candle light because if you want to keep what you got then you gotta start to fight. When you reminisce do happy memories start to appear? or sad memories like this one here, you've lost a friend and maybe won't come back. From where it all started, the beginning was something, something sorta special but I was to oblivious and stupid to believe that this isn't even real. So now... it all comes to an end.

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