I HATE ME PACHMAYER Poems

I HATE ME PACHMAYER Poems

1The Cutter I Am
2The Day In The Tub

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The Cutter I Am
I hate being me, why i ask myself, why am i in this world, whats my reason for being.My life has given me so much pain, so deep inside it will never leave.Lately i feel like i've become someone else, someone i dont even like, some one i dont even recognize.What is it like to be truly alive? There are so many times i want to cut, i'm selfish . . .
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The Day In The Tub
As i lay back i'm watching the water run, all else is blocked out.I can hear nothing.I watch the water riseing, higher and higher.It goes past my lips, i think 'do it' 'do it' I then slowly start to slide down, it reaches my nose, i begin to exhale, I go under....My eyes open, the silence is almost eerie to the soul.I exhale more just to . . .
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